money,
peace,
dillemma,
knowledge,
scratching with long nails,
feeling loved,
feeling like loving,
want to plan,
want to not to plan,
ideal,
non-ideal,
confused,
back to ideal,
virgin,
rapist,
happy,
guilty,
unhappy,
preserving virginity,
love,
deny loving,
free and happy,
infinitely free,
confused,
love again,
want to do,
want to leave it all,
free and bored,
again want to do,
want to define,
want to let it undefined,
undefined and lying,
lying and confused,
want to define ,
learn ,
unlearn,
fool,
dejected,
learn,
afraid to be fool,
want to be fool,
proud to be fool,
alone,
afraid to be fool......
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