And why should I be me
And not romantic be
For what I know
Is what I want it to be
And what I see
Is how it had to be

Yes, it's a good day for singing a song,
and it's a good day for moving alone; (ALONG)
Yes, it's a good day, how could anything go wrong,
A good day from morning' till night

Yes, it's a good day for shining your shoes,
and it's a good day for losing the blues;
Everything go gain and nothing' to lose, (TO GAIN)
'Cause it's a good day from morning' till night

I said to the Sun, ' Good morning sun
Rise and shine today'
You know you've gotta get going
If you're gonna make a showin'
And you know you've got the right of way.

'Cause it's a good day for paying your bills;
And it's a good day for curing your ills,
So take a deep breath and throw away your pills;
'Cause it's a good day from morning' till night.--- Peggy Lee

And what else do i write
But of you
And a few
Come who have all
And passed by
To let the motel
be thinking,
Asking why?

Chal try marte hain

Lasts nothing but the ever lost you
And even though i know that its true
O' Lady with green eyes and in saree blue
Will you have a glass of lemon-tea with me.. :)

money,
peace,
dillemma,
knowledge,
scratching with long nails,
feeling loved,
feeling like loving,
want to plan,
want to not to plan,
ideal,
non-ideal,
confused,
back to ideal,
virgin,
rapist,
happy,
guilty,
unhappy,
preserving virginity,
love,
deny loving,
free and happy,
infinitely free,
confused,
love again,
want to do,
want to leave it all,
free and bored,
again want to do,
want to define,
want to let it undefined,
undefined and lying,
lying and confused,
want to define ,
learn ,
unlearn,
fool,
dejected,
learn,
afraid to be fool,
want to be fool,
proud to be fool,
alone,
afraid to be fool......
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हम अपनी चाहत को पाने के लिए क्या कुछ नही करते

लेकिन कभी सब दाव पर लगा कर भी कुछ मिले

तो लगता है की हमने जिंदगी से ये तो नही माँगा था --- Dil Dosti etc

The Blow-Fly

Was just day-dreaming usual stuffs like usual people in usual broad daylight.
hmmm....then?
then..then what , nothing...I mean nothing very interesting but this blow-fly.It just entered into my house without permission. And about me you know.I mean the lazy me, neither asking things to come nor to go.Come and go i say .Or may be i don't say even that. Ya I was telling this blow-fuckin-fly came in.And its ways showed that it also had no purpose or intentions whatsoever and its entrance was a mere coincidence- another occurrence of an event into already occurring events. Came that it inside , I got this sudden feeling of touching it.You know curiosity.One wise man once said- All our actions depend on two factors,curiosity and the fear of it. So, curious that i was and fearful not of result, I tried to touch it. It buzzed and bit ,showed its anger and ran away.Hurt I was and happy too for reasons which men are still searching for.
So that was it.. that was your usual stuff...??
ya that was it for that day as it came the next day too.Flying closer as if wanting to be touched. and touch did I. It, but,Buzzed,bit and flew away.Days passed with its everyday come and go .Come, touch,buzz,bite and go.Freely it came , freely it went.
so that was it??
ya that was it until it went to the house nearby one day. Freedom which it vouched till now had no meaning in his house.Went round and round and on touch just it frowned.

Man that i am and you know men. Angry,jealous and waiting, so waited.Come one day and it came again and I grabbed it hard lest it fly away.Pain I gave I realized and let loose my hand to let it fly by . To touch I am good at and freedom I sell.Do that shall I and will not pretend else.Free it came free should it go, said I. Cried at times ,Man that I am .Smiled afterwards, I that I am. Wait ,I will ,for yet another blowfly, free. :)