Unlearn,crash and burn
But remember
Not everyone's a phoenix

किसी ने कहा की चिन्गारी लगती है
तभी आग उठता है
हाय रे मैं बेवकूफ
सच मान बैठा
चिन्गारी की ताक मे सब कुछ हार बैठा.

Sie sind nicht Ubermensch

So you just wanted to win it,right? Then why dint you tell you me that you dint actually want
IT and just the pleasure of winning over it...

I myself got to know it now dear.And now when it has come to an end with me as the victorious, I am happy and suffering.One has to make a choice of what he wants.I made mine.And at the end only thing you say to yourself is that " If i had another chance , only if i had another life, only if i could go back and live it again,I would have made the choice i dint.

So,you say that you should have made the second choice.Is not it?

You don't get it dear.I said ,I wish i had made it otherwise.And so my present is as good,or bad,as it would have been otherwise.

P.S : Do boond pee hi liya toh kya...shit yaar nahi bhi peeta toh bhi kya....

Experience, he said, he wanted to, everything. Everything in this world-some known to the people and some unknown."I want to know ",He said. I could see the pace of his speech was increasing.He was getting anxious,his body had started trembling and his convictions convinced him lesser now.Perplexed,he looked at me with those enquiring eyes if i had guessed the doubts he suddenly had in his own thoughts. The thoughts of which he was so sure at the very last moment.The thoughts with which he thought he would revolutionize the minds of the people around him at the least if not the whole world.
I ,addicted to dissecting whats said and heard around like a liberal adding ambiguity to every simple philosophy by any simple man,started wondering on what he meant when he started and what happened thereafter........................................

Oh dear dear!! Ignorance is bliss!!!

and then i ask who is big, who is bigger and who greater or the greatest is??
Kya hain sab : aadarsh, ethics, sapne, josh,kisi ke liye jaan dena,kisi ke liye 1st aana.
Is the yardstick hidden somewhere in these branches of emotions or is the liberal right, searching for answers for everything on earth,by putting his own head in his own ass, raising questions on them himself??
Isn't Life a joke???But when he laughs for no reason,you laugh at him,call him mad.No fault of yours- You are also me.
Somebody rightly said: had it not been funny how tragic it would be.
Jo rote hain woh bhi sahi hain aur jo haste hain wo bhi. Coz with life you can do only two things.Either laugh or cry..aur dono kiya toh baat hi kya hai...jeet li chhoti si zindagi ko...

Run...Daudo yaar...Bhaago...Jeet lo...Jeet li toh hanso and if lost ...Cry....

what if i die now?
will i be numb,white or nothing?
And my past?Will it be a story,
a life or nothing?
HehehehEhEHeHehehe
Family?
related,living or nothing?
Friends?Girlfriends?girls?
ideas,dreams..................?
What if i die now?
heheheheHEHEhEhEhE
WILL I BE?

No pain as great as the palpitation of this anxious heart , no pleasure as great either.

Of life and times,
the love, the lust and their rhymes,
the cravings and how it sublimes,
Of this second and that year,
Of me , Of her and of them,
I sit to write

P.S : I am afraid, I am anxious,I want to die.