So you just wanted to win it,right? Then why dint you tell you me that you dint actually want
IT and just the pleasure of winning over it...

I myself got to know it now dear.And now when it has come to an end with me as the victorious, I am happy and suffering.One has to make a choice of what he wants.I made mine.And at the end only thing you say to yourself is that " If i had another chance , only if i had another life, only if i could go back and live it again,I would have made the choice i dint.

So,you say that you should have made the second choice.Is not it?

You don't get it dear.I said ,I wish i had made it otherwise.And so my present is as good,or bad,as it would have been otherwise.

P.S : Do boond pee hi liya toh kya...shit yaar nahi bhi peeta toh bhi kya....